Be Patient With Yourself

After the wounds and hurts
After the denial and tears
After those deep thoughts

Sometimes...
You feel that you should have been recovered
You feel that your heart had been healed
Because gradually you can see things clearer and start to be grateful

But there are times...
You shocked to the reality that your heart still hurts
Your mind tells you that there's still hate and unforgiveness
And you're frustated by yourself... asking how can you be so slow...

"When will I be truly recovered?"
"Why does it takes me so long to get over this?"
"How long I must endure this uncertain emotions?"
"All I want is to be normal again... How come it's so difficult?"

Sometimes... it takes more than time to take care of the wounds
Sometimes it needs patience and understanding from yourself...
Your heart needs His touch
...and also your patience...

Just keep this in mind... you are still safe in His arms...
He is still holding your future in His hands
and you are still His beloved daughter...
The storm is only in your emotions and your mind...

...and don't you remember that He had calmed the storm?

So... just keep holding on...
Keep walking with your hopes and faith in Him
You can stop for a while to take a rest... but don't quit
Cause He has not done with you and He has not quit on you

...and please be patient with yourself :-)

PS: to my friends (you two know who you are), one day you will completely get over this. As long as you walk in obedience with Him as Your God, then everything will be okay... cause He's in control of your life (including love life of course) ^.^ My prayers be with both of you...

I've been there and done that... That's what I've learned to get through...