Labil...

This morning... gatau kenapa yah... sempet ngerasa labil lagi... feels like I'm standing among the strangers... Tadi malem juga pas ada date (komsel di JPCC - my church community, disebut "date") suddenly aja ngerasa asing... Sejak di sini aku gampang banget ngerasa asing... 'n ngerasa pengen pulang aja... be among people that I knew, trustable people, and people that I love... my family and my friends...

Apa maybe I just need more time to feel comfortable yah? Mengingat dulu waktu awal-awal aku baru pindah ke Dept. IT juga sempet beberapa lama ngerasa asing tapi lama-lama dah biasa... Dunnow... yang jelas I need You most God... Help me... aku ga mau gampang ngerasa labil kayak gini terus...